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You were right and I was wrong. Wrong and foolish to challenge you. 

I still maintain that love does not exist, but by God! there is something so very close to it. You threw it at me at the most inopportune time - I was busy, stressed, pressured, exhausted. No...perhaps it was the most perfect time. 

Oh, he is wonderful. And I am the iron cauldron bubbling over atop an open fire. All at once I don't understand. Rationality takes flight and I find myself entertaining the most ludicrous ideas, imagining throwing myself into situations I used to mock. It's humiliating - panting like a thirsty dog for attention - and glorious all at once when the sentiment sometimes seems reciprocated. It's addictive. The rush is unlike anything. 

You've turned me into an irony: calm while the blood sears inside. The smile is composed, but he has stopped my mind. I can't think. I can't say anything. I just sit and smile. And in the occasions I open my mouth, I wish I do not say anything stupid - and then go and say the dumbest things anyway. A whirlwind of thoughts fill my head day in and day out - things I want to tell him, but am too afraid to say. So many alien things, for the first time real. Tangible. 

You've thrown at me someone who so casually slips his fingers through mine...and you've made me wish he would never let go. I bet that twinge of disappointment when he does is of your making, too. 

You've brought the personification of perfection before me, and in the form of one I can never have. But I have no regrets. After all, you've simply given me all I have been wishing for. Now I wish that back then, I had faith enough to believe that I could have perfection. I wish I wasn't content with just seeing. I wish I was bold enough to ask to have. 

Is it too late, Life?
  • Mood: Distracted
  • Listening to: letter song - wotamin
  • Reading: negotiable instruments law - cases


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Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
A business graduate who has strayed into the world of art.
I write, draw, paint, and cosplay.
I've been drawing since I was six, wanted to be a writer since seven, and have been cosplaying for two years now.
New to dA and is therefore in constant need of guidance. Please be kind! <:)

Accepts commissions, requests, and the occasional art trade. :)

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AKIMOTO-TSUBAKI Jan 8, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hello my dear friend! How have you been? I hope you had a wonderful Christmas and New year! And i hope all is well with you ^_^
IttyBittyTidbits Jan 10, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Oh, hello!! Happy new year to you too!!! (and again next month for the lunar new year!! >.<)

It hasn't been that great a year, honestly, so I'm glad it's almost over!!! xD But here you are, and here's dA and I'm more blessed than I can be thankful for, so I really shouldn't be complaining! ^^"

How have your holidays been? Are you still on winter break?

We've just swung back into school. In two weeks, our city will be celebrating our biggest annual festival, so the streets are slowing becoming very colourful and loud and just fun~ :3 School's the same plus a bit of busy because of this special research work we've been doing. But it's all very interesting. I do hope you've been having a grand time yourself! Cheers to a happy 2014!!! <3
AKIMOTO-TSUBAKI Jan 11, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yes, i am praying that this next year is such a wonderful blessing to you and that all goes well and is filled with much love. :iconrubcheeksplz:

Yes, i'm still on winter break. only for this next week. I've been pretty lazy although i have been wanting to do some writing but havent cuz i'm liking all the down time that i never got last semester (last semester was such a pain in the BUTT and almost killed me) SO! I'm liking not doing much of anything. But i feel bad for not updating my story :icongivingupplz: Oh, the conflicting feelings >.< haha. My family and i are getting ready to move so we're packing up.
Other than that stuff, i had a very nice Christmas and New Year with my family ^^

OOoooo sounds like it will be fun! I hope you enjoy urself! :iconiloveitmoreplz:
Well, i'm glad that ur interested in ur school work--prevents it from being annoying and making you not wanna be there. Having fun on it is a good sign X33

I'm just praying for a more easygoing semester this time around so that i can multitask with the other things i'd like to do as well X333

May this new year be wonderful for all of us!
trust me this will put a smile on your face, make your day, or help you

Every night , someone thinks about you before they go to sleep,
At least fifteen people in this world love you.
The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you
There are at least two people in this world that would die for you
You mean the world to someone.
Someone that you don't even know exists loves you

When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look.
Always remember the compliments you've received.
Forget the rude remarks.
So if you are a loving friend, send this to everyone on your list including the person that sent it to you.
Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you.
Something good will happen to you between 12 in the morning and four o'clock pm tomorrow, it could be anywere . Get ready for the biggest shock in your life
If you break this chain YOU will be cursed with relationship problems for
the next ten years .

Send this to fifteen people in fifteen minutes !!
Make Someone else's day! Help get a smile on someone's face! Help someone out! <3 remember that your loved

F.R.I.E.N.D.S. 😉
= Fight for you
= Respect you
= Involve you
= Encourage you
= Deserve you
= Save you
Send this to all your friends & me if I'm one......If you get 4 back you are liked but if you get 7 back then you are seriously loved.
IttyBittyTidbits Dec 31, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
happy new year to you, too! :D
My old friend, I sent an angel to watch over you last night but it came back.I asked "Why?"The angel said "Angels don't watch over angels."Twenty one angels are IN your world. Ten of them are sleeping, Ten are playing, one is reading this message.Send this to ten friends including me. I guess if I don't get it back I'm not one of them. As soon as you get five replies, someone you love will quietly surprise you.Please read, not joking. God has seen you struggling with something. God says its over. A blessing is coming your way.If you believe in God send this message on. Please don't ignore it. You are being tested. God is going to fix two things BIG tonight in your favor. DROP Everything and pass it on. Tomorrow will be the best day of your life. Don't break this chain.Send to 14 friends in 10 minutes. It's not that hard.
IttyBittyTidbits Dec 3, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you. I do believe in God and in angels, and I believe God is at work. But I just don't do chain mail. :) Sorry, but thank you again. 
That's alright. It's okay that you don't want to carry it on. I don't do chain mail either...normally.
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